12.24.2021
you are living at a remote place
it has desert light: bleached & bright
you have thoughts like: this is perfect love
you are amazed you made this your home
walking around in all this space & pleasure
you lift up your arms and feel like flying
you take off, then gets lifted
or caught by the buoyancy
much higher than you inteded,
in real life it is storming out, relentlessly: all is shaking & trembling
each hour of each day into the night is a strenuous distance to cover
even when being inside, still:
it is not exactly scary, more like a rite