From studies

05.17.2019

dreaming he sits at my bedside, with a blue space helmet on, or perhaps hallow. he doesn’t speak; i am very unsure as to why he’s here

05.07.2019 02

dreaming i’m arranging flowers on her breakfast tray, the water turns into gasoline and i cause a huge fire; the flower petals throwing off flames

05.07.2019 01

(edible/eating)   “domesticated crop and ‘wild’ plants (called: crop wild relatives) domesticated livestock species and their wild relatives non-harvested species, including soil micro-biota, pollinators non-harvested species in the wider environment” : thinking of (the concept of) wild relatives and how they’re related to you,  thinking —  

03.06.2019

— sea berries is the weight of violence coming home, into long afternoons (of being) exiled among them talking, as words didn’t sound their full meaning i am always cautiously sifting the current beneath objects of family life

03.01.2019

— sea berries since things are not as sweet  as you thought they would be you teach your taste  the embrace of bitterness and your fingers to pick each berry cautiously

02.12.2019

sails   all your deepest desires deserted; the mouth of a wound  confining the rest of you days, as spring spills over  in moist shoots and billowing buds  your heart sinks as a sick clam, limbs follow it down  until subtle pull of upward umbilical cord, unfold  your sails to refill