then enter into earth’s womb and speak to her from within, to be released, imbued with spirit;let come shoals of swallows as spring bats, spilling from her mouthlet come the sparrow hawk, diving the skylet come morning breaking on horizon, then wet intimate returns of eveninglet come the feliformia-faced femaleslet come the lotus, the bearer of worlds
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11.29.2024
oceans say i still write to you and words are a blue halo of joy and desire spilling up the spine. say it breathes as you. say i drowned because you left for the time it takes gold to melt back into earth of our origins lost or stolen ores mined thin. say we entered that earth breathing liquid arising at dawn. full we never got lost or broken and the only vow we kept was what our eyes reflected. say the sky was water and we swam say all this is true and be like recurrent oceans
08.30.2024 2/2
what is a friend? how many languages of friendship do you speak? enough to keep you alive?enough to leave your narratives behind, keeping your descenders alive and speaking?
08.15.2024
–pear & milk
07.17.2024 1/2
summer lighting: these lightningscoming down at odd hourssome in fading night sky’s shimmer looks like living crystalsfalling throughthe morning’s milliseconds –as future lovers stealing glimpsesto orientate themselves beforethe impact as if anyone or any object or intervention or plea could change their flaming course
04.27.2024
horse back riding why now, you ask. why are you so unhappy now as you’re out for breakfasthe fasts and treats you to numerous deliciousdishes on small clay plates, sparkling juicesin tall glasses with dewy droplets rolling dawn the sidesweating, as he doeswhat about me, i don’t make you happyenough to want to live? and then it dawns on you, sugarbrainedoverstuffed and the pussy is still sorefrom last night, how he mentioned ridingwith his daughterand the exact weight limitof a grown man to mount a horsehow you looked up teva bupropion xl side effects: weight loss (headache, dry mouth, insomnia, irritabilitynausea, dizziness, constipation, sore throat) …
01.16.2024 2/2
dear mother, happy birthday (near bears ear, ut) i think i am loosing my eyesight DNA nuclear visiting a blind man, his wife is cooking their son is the guide of the nuclear tour water is not a mineral ice is all shamans are dead, dogs dig their bones out of their graves what is silica how does silica relate to diatoms diatoms are whale’s food diatoms are the invisible habitants of the ocean this was the ocean we are picking up oysters’ shells from the desert –compression made oil –this universe is expanding how volcanoes erupted, shaped the land…
01.16.2024 1/2
dear mother, happy birthday (bears ear, ut) in conversation with agnes martin as she comes to me at night “tell me about madness” i say she cast her shadow and shadow spills out over the mountains, she painted and re-painted “i came here to paint the mountains, but my mountains looks like anthills” she said. she said “i am not a woman” writing letters to women –wait, then make up replies from women
12.20.2023
came eddies out, deepensyour sun’s silence spreading outas lace over months and months that smooth beat of your bloodtracing my mercury whiteslipping through skinthen entering cells, center
12.16.2023
came long nights wailingbitter heart-windsharp pain-fields of ice-plains that low ball of your suntracing my mercury whitediving deeper each day,then stay hidden, away
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