summer lighting: these lightningscoming down at odd hourssome in fading night sky’s shimmer looks like living crystalsfalling throughthe morning’s milliseconds –as future lovers stealing glimpsesto orientate themselves beforethe impact as if anyone or any object or intervention or plea could change their flaming course
writings
Tagged fruit
04.27.2024
horse back riding why now, you ask. why are you so unhappy now as you’re out for breakfasthe fasts and treats you to numerous deliciousdishes on small clay plates, sparkling juicesin tall glasses with dewy droplets rolling dawn the sidesweating, as he doeswhat about me, i don’t make you happyenough to want to live? and then it dawns on you, sugarbrainedoverstuffed and the pussy is still sorefrom last night, how he mentioned ridingwith his daughterand the exact weight limitof a grown man to mount a horsehow you looked up teva bupropion xl side effects: weight loss (headache, dry mouth, insomnia, irritabilitynausea, dizziness, constipation, sore throat) …
01.16.2024 2/2
dear mother, happy birthday (near bears ear, ut) i think i am loosing my eyesight DNA nuclear visiting a blind man, his wife is cooking their son is the guide of the nuclear tour water is not a mineral ice is all shamans are dead, dogs dig their bones out of their graves what is silica how does silica relate to diatoms diatoms are whale’s food diatoms are the invisible habitants of the ocean this was the ocean we are picking up oysters’ shells from the desert –compression made oil –this universe is expanding how volcanoes erupted, shaped the land…
01.16.2024 1/2
dear mother, happy birthday (bears ear, ut) in conversation with agnes martin as she comes to me at night “tell me about madness” i say she cast her shadow and shadow spills out over the mountains, she painted and re-painted “i came here to paint the mountains, but my mountains looks like anthills” she said. she said “i am not a woman” writing letters to women –wait, then make up replies from women
12.20.2023
came eddies out, deepensyour sun’s silence spreading outas lace over months and months that smooth beat of your bloodtracing my mercury whiteslipping through skinthen entering cells, center
12.16.2023
came long nights wailingbitter heart-windsharp pain-fields of ice-plains that low ball of your suntracing my mercury whitediving deeper each day,then stay hidden, away
11.03.2023 2/2
–i would never think that
11.03.2023 1/2
–we should eat together
05.29.2023 3/3 whitsun, light as milk
–light as milk boulders bouncing down as sleepy toddlers, over slopes and edges before landing at their final resting place though some boulders break apart leaving craters of fragmentation (in their) becoming imperfect spheres
04.29.2023
Special Ones The special ones are all asleep. Their friends; the animals the plants and elements watch over them. They long to play and laugh again, to leave the watching to the stars, with outstretched hearts as ripened fruit. That all these ancient new-borns shall be fed, be joyous and be waking. –for Theodor, Ordrup 2023
stinnestorm.org 