what is a friend? how many languages of friendship do you speak? enough to keep you alive?enough to leave your narratives behind, keeping your descenders alive and speaking?
writings
From studies
08.30.2024 1/2
–what is a friend? ant is a friend, as you squeeze your friend unintended, he will bite youmake you swell up for days, make you not be able to lay on that side of your bodyand the other side is troubled from what might be danger. growing, brewing in there. painted in blood, you inherited
07.19.2024 2/2
on certain stones: certain stones emit electromagnetic vibrations to which the temporal lobes of the brain are very sensitive. the part of the brain affected is deep within the cerebral cortex that houses memory and emotion. you consider emotions living beings hathor is the heavenly cow who nurses the newly dead from her udder. hathor’s legs hold up the sky. hathor’s belly is filled with stars. in the evening the sun, flies into her mouth. hathor is your lady of the stars, lady of milk and desert
07.17.2024 1/2
summer lighting: these lightningscoming down at odd hourssome in fading night sky’s shimmer looks like living crystalsfalling throughthe morning’s milliseconds –as future lovers stealing glimpsesto orientate themselves beforethe impact as if anyone or any object or intervention or plea could change their flaming course
06.20.2024
amoeba: you are a strange amoeba. as amoeba, there is no scale, no difference in large or small to you. you see things you forget as fast as they appear though you try to hold on to their images. you see nuclear blasts repeatedly; you see nuclear blasts repeatedly; you see creosote, your favourite chihuahua plant being. you see the tiny fur like hairs on its seed pods, they open in blinding sunlight. they open in radiant light, then grandma’s voice is descending on you as fall out saying; keep trying, persist, persist
06.17.2024
8:00am–ilskan
06.17.2024
“(…) delayed culture shock has many different effects, time spans, and degrees of severity. many people are impaired* by its presence and do not recognise what is bothering them” *compromised, damaged or weakened
05.23.2024
lower part of newspaper page; “monarch butterflies drop 59% this year. world wildlife blame climate conditions and agricultural practices, especially use of pesticides in united states killing off the monarch’s main food source, milkweed” —156 words total. below this; “violence against women increasing in middle east”— 43 words total. african milkweed california milkweed cedar hill milkweed common milkweed blunt-leaved milkweed’ butterfly weed desert milkweed four-leaved milkweed green milkweed heart-leaf milkweed horsetail milkweed indian paintbrush leafless milkweed longleaf milkweed mead’s milkweed mojave milkweed narrow leaf milkweed pallid milkweed pineland milkweed pine needle milkweed pleurisy milkweed poke milkweed red milkweed rush milkweed…
05.04.2024
–my name is daughter
05.03.2024
the beach the beach is lovely in early morningsfew people, so the birds are active heavy container ships glides by out in the strait