amoeba: 
you are a strange amoeba. as amoeba, there is no scale, no difference in large or small to you. you see things you forget as fast as they appear though you try to hold on to their images. you see nuclear blasts repeatedly; you see nuclear blasts repeatedly; you see creosote, your favourite chihuahua plant being. you see the tiny fur like hairs on its seed pods, they open in blinding sunlight. they open in radiant light, then grandma’s voice is descending on you as fall out saying; keep trying, persist, persist