04.27.2024

by storm

 horse back riding

why now, you ask. why 
are you so unhappy now 
as you’re out for breakfast
he fasts and treats you to numerous delicious
dishes on small clay plates, sparkling juices
in tall glasses with dewy droplets rolling dawn the side
sweating, as he does
what about me, i don’t make you happy
enough to want to live? 

and then it dawns on you, sugarbrained
overstuffed and the pussy is still sore
from last night,  

how he mentioned riding
with his daughter
and the exact weight limit
of a grown man 
to mount a horse
how you looked up 

teva bupropion xl side effects:  
weight loss 
(headache, dry mouth, insomnia, irritability
nausea, dizziness, constipation, sore throat) 

and other times where he laughingly says:
oh the things we do for our children 
as a joke, half mockingly to your ears
as you have none and
therefore, may hold no valid opinion 

that voluptuous shape of his
making you feel like falling
asleep on a warm rock, or a walrus
making you forget, things you lack