Tagged fever

06.12.2024

thin trace of blood when bear moves. a thin blood trace shines in the morning sun as bear leaves denshe says: this is the month of imploding. i’m only breathing through words now— less and less air — loosing language one word after the other. these are among the lost words: familiefest søndagsstel udsigttårn hjemvendt nedfalden roemark sjippetov hovedskald sukkerskål gyngehest samlebånd havørn hættemåge pinsesol dansemyg bortfaldet nedtagen hundeangst lillebælt nordhavn each breath require b o g s t a v e r i n g this is the month of å n d e n ø d 

06.09.2024

she says: “water, tell me more of the water”. filling up the great lake, make it breathe. that bear river makes it breathe. tell me the names bear river speaks, coming down to fill the salt lake, mixing freshwater with its brine (mud flats, south bay, north bay, wellsville cone, cottonwood creek, soda springs, muddy creek, cokeville, twin creek, new canyon, witney canyon, needles creek, mill creek, hayden peak) –bear river, as the only one never reaching the sea, it makes a circular move (crossing state borders) through time, coming down to pass it’s own latitude and

06.07.2024

ah the sex is juvenile, at juvenile times. his sleep is juvenile, afterwards juvenile boy stays in bed.while bear hurries up. bear trots away. ah she’s late, she wants to not be late, but is too heavy to move any faster.she makes a sound deep inside her furry belly, comes out as a nervous g r r h h g r r r h–in the landscape of words you want to have many maps, as each seems to mean so many things: “i am unaware of the name of the literary device you use of looping thoughts in a narrative,…

04.27.2024

 horse back riding why now, you ask. why are you so unhappy now as you’re out for breakfasthe fasts and treats you to numerous deliciousdishes on small clay plates, sparkling juicesin tall glasses with dewy droplets rolling dawn the sidesweating, as he doeswhat about me, i don’t make you happyenough to want to live?  and then it dawns on you, sugarbrainedoverstuffed and the pussy is still sorefrom last night,   how he mentioned ridingwith his daughterand the exact weight limitof a grown man to mount a horsehow you looked up  teva bupropion xl side effects:  weight loss (headache, dry mouth, insomnia, irritabilitynausea, dizziness, constipation, sore throat) …

12.20.2023

came eddies out, deepensyour sun’s silence spreading outas lace over months and months that smooth beat of your bloodtracing my mercury whiteslipping through skinthen entering cells, center

05.29.2023 1/3 whitsun, light as milk

–light as milk the light is boiling milk; foam and blinding heat animal hauls and calls are wild and fill the air as light these are the real beings and we are merely alive to hear their hauling and reply listening makes them exist as seeds of life in other worlds

01.16.2023

pleasure and therefore riding a tiger i be the ocotillos waving   my many scarlet flower-hands caressing warm winds  tender tender hollow bleached bones your many  liquid pleasures i be desert love

08.27.2019

recognize accents; thick local american (and utes, paiute, goshute) tourists too.  then receiving the (communion of) light then the deafening pain of rejection  recalling the  dead departed; the ones who went on with others    what can be trusted; the breath, the breath   the breath and that time passes leaves  traces deliver you at your mountains  of sorrow  to hike;  ascenting; a  solitary creature vertiginous as if leisurely  slow;  dizzying/dismembering sights and abysses, and what else can you do than take it all in; bask in the beauty of being among  the living 

07.15.2019

what makes a body tremor—crispé comme un extravagant, baudelaire says—is not the rapture of someone suffused with eros; it is, rather, like a kind of sexual shock that can beset a solitary human — there’s an inevitable entropy in humans, a wildness inside us — alive, to all hardships and to all delights