thin trace of blood when bear moves. a thin blood trace shines in the morning sun as bear leaves denshe says: this is the month of imploding. i’m only breathing through words now— less and less air — loosing language one word after the other. these are among the lost words: familiefest søndagsstel udsigttårn hjemvendt nedfalden roemark sjippetov hovedskald sukkerskål gyngehest samlebånd havørn hættemåge pinsesol dansemyg bortfaldet nedtagen hundeangst lillebælt nordhavn each breath require b o g s t a v e r i n g this is the month of å n d e n ø d
writings
Tagged fever
06.09.2024
she says: “water, tell me more of the water”. filling up the great lake, make it breathe. that bear river makes it breathe. tell me the names bear river speaks, coming down to fill the salt lake, mixing freshwater with its brine (mud flats, south bay, north bay, wellsville cone, cottonwood creek, soda springs, muddy creek, cokeville, twin creek, new canyon, witney canyon, needles creek, mill creek, hayden peak) –bear river, as the only one never reaching the sea, it makes a circular move (crossing state borders) through time, coming down to pass it’s own latitude and
06.07.2024
ah the sex is juvenile, at juvenile times. his sleep is juvenile, afterwards juvenile boy stays in bed.while bear hurries up. bear trots away. ah she’s late, she wants to not be late, but is too heavy to move any faster.she makes a sound deep inside her furry belly, comes out as a nervous g r r h h g r r r h–in the landscape of words you want to have many maps, as each seems to mean so many things: “i am unaware of the name of the literary device you use of looping thoughts in a narrative,…
04.27.2024
horse back riding why now, you ask. why are you so unhappy now as you’re out for breakfasthe fasts and treats you to numerous deliciousdishes on small clay plates, sparkling juicesin tall glasses with dewy droplets rolling dawn the sidesweating, as he doeswhat about me, i don’t make you happyenough to want to live? and then it dawns on you, sugarbrainedoverstuffed and the pussy is still sorefrom last night, how he mentioned ridingwith his daughterand the exact weight limitof a grown man to mount a horsehow you looked up teva bupropion xl side effects: weight loss (headache, dry mouth, insomnia, irritabilitynausea, dizziness, constipation, sore throat) …
12.20.2023
came eddies out, deepensyour sun’s silence spreading outas lace over months and months that smooth beat of your bloodtracing my mercury whiteslipping through skinthen entering cells, center
05.29.2023 1/3 whitsun, light as milk
–light as milk the light is boiling milk; foam and blinding heat animal hauls and calls are wild and fill the air as light these are the real beings and we are merely alive to hear their hauling and reply listening makes them exist as seeds of life in other worlds
01.16.2023
pleasure and therefore riding a tiger i be the ocotillos waving my many scarlet flower-hands caressing warm winds tender tender hollow bleached bones your many liquid pleasures i be desert love
04.01.2020
—still, this sweetest fragrance of an undisturbed spring
08.27.2019
recognize accents; thick local american (and utes, paiute, goshute) tourists too. then receiving the (communion of) light then the deafening pain of rejection recalling the dead departed; the ones who went on with others what can be trusted; the breath, the breath the breath and that time passes leaves traces deliver you at your mountains of sorrow to hike; ascenting; a solitary creature vertiginous as if leisurely slow; dizzying/dismembering sights and abysses, and what else can you do than take it all in; bask in the beauty of being among the living
07.15.2019
what makes a body tremor—crispé comme un extravagant, baudelaire says—is not the rapture of someone suffused with eros; it is, rather, like a kind of sexual shock that can beset a solitary human — there’s an inevitable entropy in humans, a wildness inside us — alive, to all hardships and to all delights